最后的遗言

5月19日 ♫♫

还有2天就是传说中的世界末日 ♫♫

5月21日 ♫♫

很多很多事情还没完成 ♫♫

我还有机会完成吗？ ♫♫

还没有毕业，还没有结婚生子，还没有机会孝顺父母，一万个还没有存在着 ♫♫

难道这一些简单的愿望变得那么的遥远 ♫♫

一万个不希望世界末日的到来 ♫♫

如果它真的降临了我又能做些什么？ ♫♫

事情还是一样发生，还有往回的办法吗？ ♫♫

如果还有2天真的世界末日 ♫♫

我最想做的是什么呢？ ♫♫

回家看看家人，和朋友最后的聚会 ♫♫

珍惜现在拥有的，享受曾经拥有的，幻想未来拥有的 ♫♫

难道这真的是我现在可以做的吗？ ♫♫

我希望家人原谅我的不懂事 ♫♫

我希望家人原谅我的任性 ♫♫

我希望朋友们原谅我傲慢的态度 ♫♫

我希望朋友们原谅我做错的一切 ♫♫

既然很多事情没办法完成 ♫♫

就别再想那么多 ♫♫

活一天是一天，活两天是两天 ♫♫

明天死去无所谓至少曾经享受过 ♫♫

人性

看到了这张照片真的画家好有创意哦 ♥♥

很多人都是以貌取人 ♥♥

很多事情表面看到都不是真实的 ♥♥

真相永远都是丑陋 ♥♥

被那毫无缺陷的表面蒙骗了一切 ♥♥

那我是个怎样的人呢？ ♥♥

拥有单纯丑陋的内涵 ♥♥

还是毫无缺陷的表面 ♥♥

我不知道，我希望有读我博客的人给点意见 ♥♥

留个言告诉我吧 ♥♥

我在意人家的眼光 ♥♥

就是因为我在意所以我必须接受改变它 ♥♥

每个不久会有个这样的贴，贴在我的博客上 ♥♥

或许我中学朋友说的没有错 ♥♥

但是我希望这一群人不要离开我 ♥♥

我的世界不能少了你们 ♥♥

在你们家我得到的“家人”的感觉 ♥♥

我不知道“嘉靖的自传”的作者如何编写下去 ♥♥

但是这一切将是美好 ♥♥

绝对是又完美又有内涵的一颗大萝卜 ♥♥

爱你们哦 MUCKZ ♥♥

谢谢你们给了我我想要的 ♥♥

拥有个室友的感觉 ♥♥

一来来了几个 ♥♥

谢谢你们给了我我想要的 ♥♥

不用对着3面墙看着电脑一个人孤独下去 ♥♥

抛弃曾经拥有的，享受现在拥有的，体验未来拥有的

I am like so long never update blog ♫♫

And now I feel must update something ♫♫

This few week donoe everyone can feel that I am DAMN EMO ♫♫

I found I lost quite a lot friends ♫♫

Donoe why they like not really like me ♫♫

And I donoe what wrong with me and they all ♫♫

It just happen suddenly ♫♫

Nevermind everything will over ♫♫

I believe that I can survive alone ♫♫

I know alone can kill me but what can I do now ?? ♫♫

I know still got 1 geng of ppl support me ♫♫

I hope they won't make me sad again ♫♫

人生的无常 ♫♫

有高潮同样的也有低潮 ♫♫

处以低潮的我希望得到的是人家的关心 ♫♫

我很开心曾经和你们那么好过 ♫♫

我很开心你们曾经把我放在心上 ♫♫

过去的事就是过去 ♫♫

抛弃曾经拥有的，享受现在拥有的，体验未来拥有的 ♫♫

LAST DAY

Last day ♥♥

After today no more holiday niao ♥♥

Must fully enjoy my last day of holiday ♥♥

Recently crazy for clubbing ♥♥

Maybe playing inside can forget everything that I worry recently ♥♥

Donoe why suddenly happen to me ♥♥

But nevermind I use to it already ♥♥

MAYBE I NEED TO CHANGE MYSELF ??? ♥♥

I am going out later ♥♥

and just finish eating sueyean's home make lunch ♥♥

After that still got dinner ♥♥

Bath and go out now ♥♥

Welcome To SEG Freshmen Orientation 2011

Welcome To SEG Freshmen Orientation 2011 ♫♫

A new batch of SEG junior were join us ♫♫

And now FMO 2011 is officially announce become past tense ♫♫

We did a short video to bring freshmen tour around the sch ♫♫

Let us enjoy the video ♫♫

After watch this video , me marcus and nicole will become famous in SEG ?? ♫♫ Still a question haha ♫♫

After FMO 2011 that mean Sch reopen soon ♫♫

Going back to study soon ♫♫

Back to tired life although very tired now ♫♫

Thx all the OGLs without you all FMO 2011 won't be success ♫♫

Thx all the planning committees without you all FMO 2011 won't be turn from soft copy to real event ♫♫

See you all soon around the sch campus ♫♫

MY 1ST EXPERIENCE FLY TO KL

Just come back from KL again ♥♥

W.H.Y I will went to KL this time round ?? ♥♥

HEHE cos we all taking plane to KL ♥♥

My 1st time fly in the sky ♥♥

Is sooooooo happy and excited with my 1st fly ♥♥

Although I busy for my part time job ♥♥

10/10 mark for my 1st time take sky transport ♥♥

The day be4 going to KL I am working in suntec city hall 404 ♥♥

For the harvey norman fair ♥♥

Luck that I earn $216 for 2 days ♥♥

damn alot sia but I donoe I will get full $216 anot ♥♥

Cos my working time should be start at 10am but they need me go early for briefing so I reach be4 9am ♥♥

After that harvey normay clear the ppl around 9.40pm then debrief until 10pm ♥♥

For the 2nd days extended the selling time to 10pm then pack my stock and calculate all my stock 11pm already ♥♥

OT quite a lot lah hope they understand what situation there give me what I write inside that paper ♥♥

After finish my part time in suntec rush back to my EUNOS's house for bath , packing all this within 30mins only see I soooo efficient haha ♥♥

Lucky still got bus to yongchien and engwoei's house ♥♥

YEAH 1 step reach airport niao ♥♥

And pretty lucky My sit just right beside the window ♥♥

I can fully enjoy my 1st fly ♥♥

so all the journey just look at the window looking to the cloud ♥♥

Very fast reach KL niao wow ♥♥

And I found 1 funny situation ♥♥

I need to use umbrella to aboard the plane if there are raining ♥♥

OMG is sooo cute that pay so much then we need to use umbrella wor ♥♥

HAHA drizzle rain when we reach KL ♥♥

But never provided umbrella for me haha ♥♥

After reach KL , all my journey will all food ♥♥

Keep full all day ♥♥

I feel super tired this few days cos I just finish my part time job ♥♥

So I keep sleep in engwoei's brother's house haha ♥♥

1st day lunch shilin + youtiao , dinner BBQ ♥♥

2nd day breakfast mc'd + curry mee + zu chang fen , lunch home make 5 dish , dinner newyork newyork ♥♥

END MY 2 DAYS 1 NIGHT KL TRIP ♥♥

最后我还是败给了空虚

有时候我很认真的在想 ♫♫

我到底有没有做错决定 ♫♫

可以到这里读书是一种肯定 ♫♫

还是走错棋子得第一步 ♫♫

我没有答案 ♫♫

眼看着一个又一个聪明绝顶的人到这里读书 ♫♫

他们有没有和我一样的看法 ♫♫

毕竟花那么多时间到头来拿到的就是没什么特别的东西 ♫♫

为钱烦恼，为成绩烦恼 ♫♫

昨天看会之前的post发现原来我玩水也可以很开心 ♫♫

何时何日我又要开开心心的跳进泳池里 ♫♫

痛痛快快像个孩童一样戏水玩了 ♫♫

没有烦恼，没有忧愁 ♫♫

今天和一位朋友吃晚餐去 ♫♫

认真的想一想 ♫♫

我也浪费了很多时间 ♫♫

人家一个月少少也有$1700我呢？？？ ♫♫

看着朋友出车了那我呢？？？ ♫♫

为钱烦恼的穷学生，一枚 ♫♫

吃个饭，出个门，买个东西通通都要认真考虑过 ♫♫

我知道这一切的一切都是宿命 ♫♫

我还是希望作者可以好好的帮我写下还未完结的故事 ♫♫

没人知道故事会怎样发展 ♫♫

或许我的人生注定空虚一辈子 ♫♫

我不奢望太多 ♫♫

结婚，有个可爱的孩子，开开心心的过着 ♫♫

这样的生活或许可以减少我的空虚感 ♫♫

最后我还是败给了空虚 ♫♫

希望开学后忙碌的生活可以减低我的空虚感 ♫♫

狂欢过后带来的总是一幕幕的空虚 ♫♫

或许夜店比较适合我 ♫♫

或许热闹的地方比较适合我 ♫♫

也许没有或许 ♫♫