颓废的嘉靖

今天真的可以说我FYP这么就来最低潮的一天。真的我没办法好好的完成，我真的觉得自己又笨又愚蠢。根本有资格去做任何事情。还有最后的几个星期我可以顺利完成事情吗？心里有太多太多的石头要移开，真希望快点放下这些没用的石头再前进。我就是不愿意放下不该烦恼的石头一直背着走。笨就是我的天性吧，我应该豁达的接受愚蠢的嘉靖。

低潮，我总走在低潮边缘，一小步就会陷入低潮风险期。所以我的每一步路，每一步棋，没一个决定都很重要。其实我会被那么不重要的事情印象我整个心情。就这样一步一步越陷越深。

不要再颓废下去了振作起来还有3个星期的时间，拿出一开始的决心完成他，是生是死就由天决定。加油吧颓废的嘉靖。

回味曾经，享受现在，渴望未来

一个人的生活，就是应该独来独往吗?


我不喜欢这样的生活，这样的生活或许对一些人来说好不过，但是我始终不喜欢。我讨厌孤单，讨厌寂寞。但是为什么大家都知道我怕寂寞还是让我继续寂寞下去呢？可能我人格也是有问题吧。


这3年来我真的好孤独好孤独，渴望真心对待我的朋友一一慢慢的消失。虽然各各消失了但是你们仍然活在我心中，我不是你们想象中那么不在乎友情的。我要告诉大家我非常在乎每一段友情，无论谁背叛了谁。曾经的刻骨铭心一一记载着。


越渴望就越得不到是真的。你希望得到小小的关心就连问候都没有何来的关心。就因为这样我要学会坚强，坚强面对未来的一切。开心面对眼前的不愉快，没人可以剥夺你的快乐，你自己才是快乐的掌控人。你们的一个简讯一个问候我都会很窝心，看到了就找找我吧，我真的希望被人关心被人呵护。


我近还好吗？我可以说好的不得了，有的吃有的住有什么不好的？一一要求才会觉得过得不好，我就是不停的要求。我希望活的更好更好，所以我努力的完成我的目标。目前唯一的理想就是进到大学好好的完成应该完成的，再考虑下一步。


一一记载我的过去，或许有一天我看回去我曾经写过的会微微的偷笑。为什么会有这样可笑的想法。回忆就是这样，我脑海里经常出现把darah当成dadah来说这个笑话。但是没有任何人说出我的错误，我回到位子上发现真的好丢脸哦。


我一直都在回味曾经，享受现在，渴望未来。

21ST BIRTHDAY

Yo I am back, abit lazy to update my blog cos some problem just nice happening in my blog. HOooooo. Actually is just some technique problem which I donoe how to solve it, so I hope somebody can help me to solve it PLssss.

Donoe why when I post a new post it won't appeal straight away in my blog profile, show posting but won't appeal sound weird right. I think is the system timing problem, but i can't solve it wor. Seriously I need somebody to help me who saw it and got the solution plsssss drop me a message to teach me THxxxx ya.

Let updating someeeeeeee sweet memories here.

I just having my 21st BIRTHDAY last week, 14th Jan. WOoooo I getting older and older niao. 21st years old ah am I look like 21st, don't feel so lah huh. My mentality still 15th years old very childish. Since 21st I need to become more mature after today.

Although don't have grand party to celebrate 21st Birthday like normal Singaporean but I still accepted my birthday celebration. That is much more better then what I expect. Celebrate with another birthday girl on 13Jan, Kbox consider solo singing with friends on actual day, steamboat with family and free meal for birthday boy YOooHOoo.

This year I getting much more present then last year even few years ago, 2 portable charger which 1 keep saying want to buy from Gmarket, S2 leader case, 2 boxer, 1 big birthday card with my CUTE photo and 1 box of puff. SOooo sweet. Is abit rush go back celebrate with family but I enjoy it and I found it worse for it.

I buying myself a new watch YooHooooo. Finally i got new watch for my Chinese New Year. A CASIO watch although not very expensive watch but I will use it carefully cos it is a memories watch for me, My 21ST birthday memories.]

Since I am here wanna apologize to everyone who celebrate with me on 13Jan and 14Jan. Why I will decide go back Malaysia during my birthday. Because I wanna to prevent another hurting occur, heard you guys morning got synergy, night time got other ppl birthday celebration, so I just decide to go back without hurt again. Although most the time I am alone but I don't feel like continue alone during my birthday. Forever alone sound terrible. I am so sry man pls forgive me, I just want to protect myself to get hurt again.

THX EVERYONE LOVE YOU GUY MUCKZ ♡

Look forward for PHUKET TRIP ♡

买新电话咯

有一小段时间消失了♥♥

我也不明白为什么开始懒惰了起来♥♥

或许太多事情忙了♥♥

没好好的按电脑吧♥♥

最近yoyo换电话了♥♥

是开心的说♥♥

难得真的难得♥♥

说了2年了吧♥♥

大概是这样♥♥

买了台Samsung Galaxy S2♥♥

够力是厉害的♥♥

完全吃电♥♥

也许我刚刚拿到手♥♥

博了老命不停的一直的玩个不停♥♥

才会电力有限的问题♥♥

真的很开心很开心终于买到电话这回事♥♥

但是都还没时间交代♥♥

所谓一波未平一波又起♥♥

又来个圣诞，跨年♥♥

wow兴奋的说♥♥

这么说来电话快1个月了neh♥♥

蓝色的外壳特别亮丽的说♥♥

但是才短短的一个月不到就花了♥♥

怎么弄来的哟♥♥

气死我了♥♥

要买个新的了♥♥

新年新衣裳♥♥

换壳换保护层如何♥♥

美♥♥

就这样♥♥

这个月好多节日♥♥

又圣诞又跨年的♥♥

一直往外跑罢了♥♥

没钱没钱破产破产♥♥

怎么办才好呢♥♥

新年新年新年♥♥

期待到一个不可以♥♥