No MoOd EMO-ing

Found a bit boring ♥♥

Because going to school reopen ♥♥

Because a lot thing happen ♥♥

Because something make my mood down ♥♥

Because of Because ♥♥

Sad to heard what you have been ask me ♥♥

Sad to heard the words speak from your mouth ♥♥

Why I will so sad for all of this ?? ♥♥

Maybe I really treat YOU as my BFF ♥♥

Anywhere I will forget very fast ♥♥

All the best in your life and hope YOU wish me also ♥♥

Everyone have their own opinion ♥♥

Maybe I am Wrong , Maybe I am Right ♥♥

No matter how , I am correct anot that is my choice ♥♥

Choice to believe myself , Choice to believe whatever I saw ♥♥

I hope I have a nice job , and the job is relate to my interest ♥♥

Happy , Enjoy is much more important that I earn a lot but not happy with my life ♥♥

Part Time In PARKWAY PARADE HARVEY NORMAN SAMSUNG's LAPTOP PROMOTER

Going for part time job this weekend ♫♫

Christmas Working in shopping center + 1st day working same more ♫♫

Anywhere got x1.5 salary I don't mind also hehe ♫♫

24 , 25 , 27 DEC 2010 going to ORCHARD ♫♫

doooonow why be4 that say want to go want to go at the end fail ♫♫

Then never plan anything suddenly went to ORCHARD 3 time already ♫♫

This year Christmas and New Year I need to work so sad ♫♫

Earn some money to buy CNY's cloth ok still not bad hehe ♫♫

Total this week I earn $125 hope next week can get even more then this week ♫♫

Hope I can sell as more as possible ♫♫

Hope getting more free gift that I can push customer to buy ♫♫

Really don't have much free gift super difficult to sabo customer to buy ♫♫

Even Microsoft office also never give just give trial version only ♫♫

Today I face a biiiiiiiig problem ♫♫

The HP and ACER's promoter quarrel cos of me ♫♫

HAIZ What The FxxK like that also can ♫♫

I just pass the customer to ACER's promoter , that HP's promoter come nagging ♫♫

Ask me don't let him steal my customer take it back service myself ♫♫

But the problem is I am Samsung's promoter and I just pass the job back to him cos not my business why they all so tension ?? ♫♫

Even I sell the ACER laptop I can't get anything commission who care he steal mine customer anot ♫♫

Both of them a bit bu shuang lai bu shuang qu niao de ♫♫

A bit spoiled my mood ♫♫

After my lunch break my mood is coming back haha ♫♫

Chatting with a guy there who study in NYP also ♫♫

We chat quite a lot unbelievable I use English all the time sia ♫♫

Actually I promote my laptop speak Chinese more then English ♫♫

Not bad at least I get a Singaporean's fiend who speak English with me hoho ♫♫

Is a way to train my English ♫♫

Very busy after sch reopen in this sem ♫♫

1 week only got 1 post in my blog ♫♫

Hope I can get more then to blogging ♫♫

BLOG is part of my life ♫♫

I will keep blogging although don't have ppl read it ♫♫

CCA vs PART TIME JOB

放假开始了 ♥♥

找到了Part time job ♥♥

我决定了每个周末都会做工 ♥♥

这个决定会不会不那么的对呢？ ♥♥

逼近我的CCA那么的繁忙 ♥♥

要一时间抛开也不是个好的提议 ♥♥

我到底要怎样才好呢？ ♥♥

每一次找到part time job都会有这个问题 ♥♥

是不是应该以part time job为重再怎么说我还是个没钱的小孩 ♥♥

再多的CCA有什么用？？ ♥♥

OIPP还是拿不到 ♥♥

面试的机会都没有 ♥♥

还没试过就被淘汰了 ♥♥

虽然这不是我一开始的目标 ♥♥

到那时我的目标一直到现在都是以失败作为收场 ♥♥

可能我一开始不该抱任何的希望 ♥♥

我的付出都是多余的 ♥♥

现在我专心读书，专心打工 ♥♥

即使上师不欣赏我 ♥♥

我还是得到我要的“钱”依然我还是得到工钱 ♥♥

没有失望不失望这回事发生 ♥♥

现在在自己的家中，按着自己的电脑 ♥♥

等下将会和几位同学聚会 ♥♥

希望会有个美好的晚上 ♥♥

有说有笑，听听大家的心声 ♥♥

同样的和大家分享我的生活 ♥♥

分享我的快乐，我的痛苦，我的心酸，我的每一部分 ♥♥

为什么我那么喜欢和人家分享我的心声呢？ ♥♥

我自己也不是那么的清楚 ♥♥

可能我想让大家知道我到底过着怎样的生活 ♥♥

和你们分享我走过的这一切 ♥♥

有时候以过来人的身份和你们分享我的过去 ♥♥

给你们多点心理准备将会面对的一切 ♥♥

准备是为了做到跟好 ♥♥

我也希望你们和我分享你们的人生 ♥♥

无论是悲，是怒，是喜，是苦 ♥♥

当你和我分享你的悲时我可以借出我的肩膀让你哭泣 ♥♥

当你和我分享你的怒时我可以做你的出气筒让你咒骂 ♥♥

当你和我分享你的喜时我可以为你开心和你一起庆祝 ♥♥

当你和我分享你的苦时我可以借出我的耳朵细心凝听 ♥♥

我绝对是个最佳听众 ♥♥

H.O.L.I.D.A.Y

Finally , holiday is coming ♫♫

Everyone are going back to their hometown ♫♫

Left me alone here ♫♫

Remember buy something for me oh , I will go your house often niao de wor ♫♫

And now I am in my hometown already ♫♫

But my house super near to Singapore affect I don't have that feeling go back to hometown ♫♫

Going back Singapore tomorrow ♫♫

Going to interview a part time job ♫♫

Hope everything go smoothly tomorrow ♫♫

And now going to having some research about COMPUTER and SAMSUNG COMPUTER ♫♫

Doing some homework , luck is always for people who have well prepared ♫♫

Good luck to me ♫♫

Next , I bought a new shoes just now ♫♫

A normal sec sch's shoes but with a green colour line around the shoes ♫♫

Is sooooo match with me shoelace light green colour ♫♫

Although I bought a new shoes I still hope I can get a sportshoes in my birthday ♫♫

THANKYOU oh .. remember my birthday gift oh ♫♫

Donoe why suddenly like light green colour so much ♫♫

So I think this coming CNY all my stuff with focus in Light GREEN colour ♫♫

What A nice CoLoUr ♫♫

Having 2 time fastfood today ♫♫

KFC at 3pm , PIZZA HUT for my dinner ♫♫

Hope getting a nice holiday Although going to work this holiday ♫♫

But need interview success 1st ♫♫

Finally Common Test is over

Finally common test is over ♫♫

I wondering why i will spend so much money during common test week ? ♫♫

Never buy anything just eat and eat can spend so much ♫♫

And now i feel like not so feeling well ♫♫

Headache maybe study too much , my brain can't take it ♫♫

Too stresses for me in this CT ♫♫

Donoe why I will so chiong so kiashu in this CT ♫♫

But is good for me that I realise actually I can do ♫♫

I am proud with what I done for this CT ♫♫

Hope whatever i done in this 2 week is worth with something ♫♫

Going to sleep now ♫♫

Is so tired n headache , since CT until now haven't get a nice sleep ♫♫

Wish me have a sweet dream tonight ♫♫

Exam Week

Study Hard , Play Hard for this week ♫♫

Common Test week is so tired ♫♫

All the time keep hugging my beloved book ♫♫

Even sleep won't let it go also ♫♫

So far 2 down 2 more to go ♫♫

Is soooooo tired with 4 module getting CT ♫♫

1st paper mechanics is soooooo careless ♫♫

Equation got square when I subin the value I can loss my square ♫♫

Cos for the square maybe lose my A ♫♫

hope my A still there ♫♫

Next paper Math emr I feel I did quite well ♫♫

Due to careless in 1st paper I learn a bit smart in 2nd paper niao ♫♫

Now study for my 3rd paper , 3D mould ♫♫

Memorize until my brain going to ..... ♫♫

Hope still got space for me to memorize the 4th paper ♫♫

What a pretty exam timetable ♫♫

2 Calculation module 1st follow by 2 Memorize module ♫♫

Hope the 2 balance module can goooo very smooth ♫♫

YEAH good news here ♫♫

Finally I get a part time job in coming holiday ♫♫

But the ppl say will update me in coming Friday ♫♫

Hope the ppl won't pangse me oh ♫♫

I really need this part time job hehe ♫♫

I got a lot thing to buy got this part time job I got extra money to spend niao ♫♫

Week Before Exam Week

Din't post anything start from last month ♫♫

Is so busy about STUDY stuff ♫♫

And now setter Marketing Report ♫♫

Coming week is exam week ♫♫

Study half way ♫♫

Hope everything will go smoothly ♫♫

Finish I get sometime to blog ♫♫

On duty inside the school lab ♫♫

On the way to earn money ♫♫

On the same time STUDY and BLOGGING ♫♫

What a nice job ♫♫

3 more days to exam ♫♫

Study process still 20% ♫♫

Anywhere not so bad at least got 20% ♫♫

This few week I am crazy about MEGA JUMP ♫♫

Is so cool with playing the game ♫♫

If I really got an Iphone or Apple Product ♫♫

I will play MEGA JUMP all day no need study niao ♫♫

OK come to the end of my post ♫♫

Is time to focus in my study ♫♫

Memories whatever I can memories now ♫♫

Calculate whatever I can calculate now ♫♫

1ST DAY WORK IN SCHOOL COMPUTER LAB

Sitting inside the lab ♫♫

Working inside the lab ♫♫

Pressing inside the lab ♫♫

Playing my own laptop ♫♫

Doing nth here ♫♫

Tmr having mechanic exam and now still haven't start study ♫♫

Sitting inside the lab so long ♫♫

But I did nth so far ♫♫

MSN , FACEBOOK , KEY IN THE LAB ASSISTANCE STUFF ♫♫

just take out my mechanic note ♫♫

got mechanic tutorial answer , but don't have tutorial question ♫♫

What a funny situation ♫♫

Hope everything going smoothly tmr ♫♫

Just now msn with my FRIEND ♫♫

He asking me what is my further plan ♫♫

Really I can't tell him ♫♫

I really donoe what is my plan ♫♫

Keep changing and changing my plan ♫♫

From sec sch from nursing change to pharmacy and now study engineering ♫♫

But at the end what is my final job ? ♫♫

Be an engineer ?? ♫♫

What can I do now ? ♫♫

Don't hope so much , just can get a stable job and work thoughtout my life ♫♫

上天会决定我未来的路 ♫♫

拭目以待，希望那是个美好的未来 ♫♫

开开心心的上班去，开开心心的放工回家 ♫♫

做着自己喜欢的工作会是多么美好呢？ ♫♫

问题是我喜欢什么工作？ ♫♫

还有时间继续摸索吧 ♫♫

End Of Week 6

End of week 6 ♫♫

Emr a bit busy and a bit slack ♫♫

Week 6 schedule full from Monday to Sunday ♫♫

Is so happy to my mechanic exam result ♫♫

Although can’t finish the paper and make some mistake ♫♫

But is so lucky still can get 6/10 mark ♫♫

Not so bad … ♫♫

Continue to my math class test ♫♫

No bad but donoe why can forget +c and put ± infront square root ♫♫

Due to 2 minor problem i get 18.5/20 but still OK ♫♫

Now I blogging using wanying’s laptop ♫♫

And I Camp at their house for 4 days 3 nights ♫♫

But everyday need to wake up super early ♫♫

1st time going back to Malaysia only for cut my hair ♫♫

2nd time need to reach Chinese garden at 9am ♫♫

3rd time need to wake up early for 3D mould class ♫♫

Nest week , week 7 quite a lot quiz ♫♫

Mechanic quiz again , ATS lab test , ATS e-quiz ♫♫

But haven’t start study at all ♫♫

Must work hard jiayou ahhhhhh ♫♫

Starting to Stress

Is so busy ♫♫

Like quite a lot thing to do wor ♫♫

Booth duty , meeting ♫♫

Keep go out to find the "thing" that club need to use ♫♫

At the end no need that "thing" waste my time haiz ♫♫

Why not confirm leh just ask me to do leh ? ♫♫

The lab assistance will start from this week ♫♫

so extra 1 thing to do ♫♫

BORING ♫♫

This Saturday and Sunday I plan Camp in zhonglin's house ♫♫

Hope it will be a nice weekend for me and must successful Camp there lah hoho ♫♫

Ya Finally I change my phone to Singtel but still the same number lah don't worry ♫♫

So I can use my phone to online niao so cool .. ♫♫

Common Test coming soon ♫♫

This time must do it better then last time ♫♫

Take Note * Study is more important to you this sem ♫♫

Pls don't forget what more important to you ♫♫

work hard to achieve it ♫♫

I know I not as smart as you all but I willing to try ♫♫

jiayou I know I can do it de ♫♫

SAY NO TO 没回报率的东西

普通人买股票只买有回报率的股票 ♫♫

一点回报率都没有的股票看都不看一眼 ♫♫

我也是一样我付出只求回报 ♫♫

没有回报率的东西我绝对不会理会 ♫♫

对我就是那么自私的人 ♫♫

我自己的利益比人家的利益更为重要 ♫♫

我做每一件事我会以到利益作为前提 ♫♫

人家的事我理那么多对我有什么帮助？ ♫♫

对我毫无帮助 ♫♫

为人家着想那么谁来为我着想 ♫♫

为人家着想就好比在大海里割伤自己 ♫♫

伤上加伤 ♫♫

原本受伤你的为了人家着想忍气吞声 ♫♫

最终受伤的那个人还是自己 ♫♫

毫无理由的被当掉我也认了 ♫♫

至少我发现原来我是那么的无能 ♫♫

我应该自我检讨 ♫♫

为什么我的付出得不到回报 ♫♫

不是坐在这里埋怨人家不珍惜我的付出 ♫♫

人家的看法也是人家的 ♫♫

有特殊才能的人就是比较不一样 ♫♫

我没有那么特殊 ♫♫

我只好退出 ♫♫

一直有这样的经历发现越来越厉害控制自己的情绪了 ♫♫

我脸上掩饰不了我的情绪 ♫♫

我的喜怒哀乐都画在脸上 ♫♫

天天告诉自己 ♫♫

你就是你，做回那最真实的自己 ♫♫

不要违背自己的良心 ♫♫

我要什么就做什么，不用事事都更随人家 ♫♫

加油嘉靖 ♫♫

过渡期越来越短 ♫♫

面对失败的情绪也应该习以为常了 ♫♫

失败会让我成长 ♫♫

我失败了我还站得起来表示我还不那么的失败 ♫♫

相信自己可以化腐朽为神奇的 ♫♫

All the reports , assignments , class tests , proposals are in pending state

All the report , assignment , class test , proposal are in pending state ♫♫

How I going to setter all those stuff in a short time ? ♫♫

Today 1st time bring my lapi to school this sem ♫♫

Is soo "heng" that SEG internet is break down at the moment after we dismiss ♫♫

What a nice long break from 3pm to 6pm with my lapi but without internet ♫♫

Anywhere I have been done quite a lot of thing since don't have internet ♫♫

Can't facebook , can't do marketing report ♫♫

I have been solve mathematic assignment , finish my 3D mould extrude and learn how to do the mechanics tutorial since having a test in this friday ♫♫

And I thought I will start my lab assistance duty on today ♫♫

But fail just went there get some paper and listen for a short briefing then told us can go back niao ♫♫

Haven't get approved to start the lab yet OMG ♫♫

Lucky Miss Cham having the key for us to do ur 3D mould in the lab ♫♫

If not I really waste my time doing nth stuck in sch library and din't bring a single book to study ♫♫

Today feel a bit quite relax maybe have been done quite a lot thing ♫♫

Look like done quite a lot of thing but still a lot of thing haven't finish wor ♫♫

So how many thing that I haven't finish yet neh ? ♫♫

UNCOUNTABLE ♫♫

Tomorrow going out with my classmate ♫♫

Although going out is for our NE's report ♫♫

Hope we can have some fun in this short holiday ♫♫

And tmr Melvin san will bring his camera there ♫♫

That mean I can play his camera there ♫♫

OMG cool I can press press press whatever I like whatever in china town ♫♫

Going to sleep soon ♫♫

Must sleep nice nice have a good situation to take photo tmr wowwwwwoo ♫♫

SOoo look forward tmr photo taking section ♫♫

Week 4 After Sch Reopen

A busy week in this sem ♫♫

Busy to attended event ♫♫

Wednesday fear factor is return at afternoon ♫♫

Wednesday RP's ISC event at night time ♫♫

Thursday Care and Share Tutee / tutee program ♫♫

Friday DPE Camp ♫♫

Start from Monday everyday go back super late ♫♫

Meeting , Dry run , Event ♫♫

Is so pack , and all in this week what a nice planning wow ♫♫

My lapi have been rest for this few days ♫♫

from Monday to Thursday I on my lapi once ♫♫

Between I on my comp is for doing report ♫♫

My comp have a good rest and so sad I can't rest properly ♫♫

After camp reach home at 3pm after I bath terus sleep ♫♫

In between someone is calling me but when I really wakeup ♫♫

OMG is 5am already I slept for 15 hours already ♫♫

And I miss going timber with my friends ♫♫

Planning go drink some beer de but fail too bad ♫♫

Still got marketing report is pending now ♫♫

Hope I　can finish it as soon as possible ♫♫

Don't wan so busy niao lah ♫♫

I miss my sleeping time hope my sleeping time can at least 8hours a day ♫♫

3rd week of sch reopen

End of week 3 ♫♫

And having a long weekend this week due to Deeppavali ♫♫

So in this friday our class having a picnic @ SENTOSA and visit UNIVERSAL STUDIO ♫♫

2nd time walk in to the UNIVERSAL STUDIO and having our dinner inside the UNIVERSAL STUDIO ♫♫

We like a bit waste , pay $5 go in having out dinner and watch the firework show ♫♫

We like going a bit too late , after our dinner all the road already block by the worker can't pass thought niao ♫♫

So we only can visit 2 theme park inside the UNIVERSAL STUDIO ♫♫

Picnic @ SENTOSA we all prepare a lot of bread ♫♫

At the end can't finish all the bread haha ♫♫

Playing same game there ♫♫

Everyone is sick after go home ♫♫

Who is the murderer ? haha ♫♫

So far Enjoy my 3rd week after sch reopen ♫♫

Home my life without stress still going on ♫♫

带着最热血的精神一起冲下去 ♫♫

热血热血热血热血热血热血热血热血热血热血热血热血 ♫♫

X VERSION Camera

OMG today donoe why ♫♫

Strongly feel want to buy a toy camera X VERSION ♫♫



Donoe why but is sooo small and sooo cute ♫♫

Small until can put inside the mouth (saw from internet de) ♫♫



this toy camera is like lomo ♫♫

Donoe what we take , but this just connect to comp we can see what we take already ♫♫

No need process and print it out save quite a lot money ♫♫

Quite suitable for me I feel , poor ppl haha ♫♫



I will save money to buy myself ♫♫

求人不如求己 ♫♫

Everything I can get myself in sec sch why now I can't ♫♫

自由发挥-死定了-欢迎光临-

Finally I changing my blog's song ♫♫

The song is from “自由发挥” ♫♫

Is a group of 2 members 1 from 新光大道 another is from 大学生了没 ♫♫

I feel this song not bah and the MV super cute and nice ♫♫

"ping ping ping piang piang piang kuan kuan kuan kang" ♫♫

2nd song is from them also ♫♫

I feel the lyric 。。。。 ♫♫

Maybe my mind same as them ♫♫

谁不知道你有的只是运气 ♫♫

所以你去死吧，别再说一堆屁话 ♫♫

仿佛全世界的人都要在意你的想发 ♫♫

所以你去死吧，别再把我当傻瓜 ♫♫

你还怕没人知道你是王八 ♫♫

Enjoy my life now ♫♫

Monday GYM , Tuesday Swimming Wednesday Go Home early Thursday and Friday planning now ♫♫

Today is Tuesday that mean going to swim just now ♫♫

Swim 10 laps just now , is a bit tired after swim ♫♫

But when I jump into water I feel soosososo relax inside the water ♫♫

I can control my breath myself ♫♫

And I found something , is so simple but I laugh no stop ♫♫

The joy is laugh from my heart ♫♫

We just play splashed water to each other ♫♫

Is so stress for 19 years ♫♫

Take photo , Swimming , Splashed water can make me feel relax ♫♫

What can stop me to continue my hobby neh ? ♫♫

Hope after that I still got time continue splashed water with them ♫♫

This few day keep asking ppl go take photo with me ♫♫

Pls take it serious oh , I am soo enthu go out with u all and go take photo ♫♫

Don't have camera nevermind can borrow from other ♫♫

But who willing to lend me his/her camera leh ? ♫♫

So keep ask ppl go out with me so I can use their camera to take photo ♫♫

Hope I can success go out with them learn some skill from them ♫♫

Is time to enjoy my life ♫♫

After graduate maybe don't have so many time to play whatever I like ♫♫

So everything must do it now ♫♫

要疯狂就要趁年轻 ♫♫

Is so crazy me and jerry playing prop inside the library ♫♫

OMG who is the girl ??? ♫♫

I am the girl haha ♫♫

OMG jerry is so suit to having this hair style .. ♫♫

Expensive Dinner

In Malaysia now ♫♫

Go back with my brother today ♫♫

Be4 reach home pass through City Square ♫♫

Walk walk there , and I plan buy some accessories there ♫♫

Fail , nice de too exp , cheap de not that nice haiz ♫♫

So at the end din't buy anything ♫♫

But my bro bought something , bought a necklace tag cost RM30 sia ♫♫

I feel quite exp lol ♫♫

He super rich sia ♫♫

Finally is time to go home , that mean my mom knock off niao ♫♫

My mom come and fetch us go home oh ♫♫

Talk craps inside the car ♫♫

Me + My brother = SUPER NOISY ♫♫

When I come back my house will become super noisy ♫♫

Normally I stay in Singapore only face to 3 wall can't talk with other ♫♫

That why I so talkative is cos my environment ♫♫

What a nice excuse for me hehe ♫♫

After that we go eat out dinner ♫♫

What a nice dinner today ♫♫

cost RM79.20 is soooooo exp ♫♫

See the receipt is super super long ♫♫



All food with herbal , and I eat porridge cost Rm10++ sia ♫♫

What a pretty porridge cost RM10++ ♫♫



Herbal chicken soup , super bitter can see how health it this soup ♫♫



Come back for 1 day then go back better then din't go back hehe ♫♫

End of 2nd weeks of sch reopen ..

OMG come to the end of 2nd week niao ♫♫

Enjoy the life I have so far ♫♫

No much thing to do , no much thing to worry ♫♫

I can waste my time playing monopoly deal in library ♫♫

What a nice week without stress ♫♫

Is so relax in this week ♫♫

Coming week will become more busy and stressful ♫♫

2 camps coming , German Club welcoming party , Care & share tutor tutee program ♫♫

I need to design a poster and name tag ♫♫

How I going to design it donoe how to use photoshop ♫♫

No longer relax time niao ♫♫

3D mould class test ♫♫

Hope I can hander it nicely ♫♫

Imagine module , hope I can imagine what the product look like ♫♫

I should work hard in this sem ♫♫

No matter what result I get end of this sem ♫♫

At least i try to score ♫♫

What a nice weekend

Finally I have enough slept ♫♫

Finally I can play my game ♫♫

Finally I can watch my movie ♫♫

I love the weekend after busy weekday ♫♫

1st week after school reopen ♫♫

Beside attended the class also need to attended the meeting ♫♫

What a boring life in 1st week , fully everyday having meeting ♫♫

We can choice to HAPPY , We also can choice to be optimistic ♫♫

Sometime we just purposely choice to Unhappy and pessimism ♫♫

Why so purposely neh ? ♫♫

this sem I choice to focus in my study ♫♫

Study is more important to me ♫♫

And I heard themo sir say , Who can get an A NYP will give him an A cos a lot ppl can't get in NTU now cos required GPA 3.9x ♫♫

Fight for last few sem ♫♫

Can't go University at least I work hard be4 ♫♫

YEAH is time to watch movie ♫♫

I want to finish it faster ♫♫

Today need to sleep early tmr got 3D mould class can't be late ♫♫

And I just finish memories 3D mould ♫♫

What a nice module 2nd week start test niao ♫♫

Good luck to me in week 2 ♫♫

Hope CCA won't make my mood down in week 2 ♫♫

WHY I AM SO STUPID ???

Why I am so stupid ? ♫♫

Make myself so busy ♫♫

Why I am so stupid ? ♫♫

Fight with thought thing ♫♫

Why I am so stupid ? ♫♫

Will make those decision ♫♫

Why I am so stupid ? ♫♫

Can't as smart as other ppl ♫♫

Why I am so stupid ? ♫♫

Can't do whatever I like ♫♫

Why I am so stupid ? ♫♫

Can't get appreciated by other ppl ♫♫

Why I am so stupid ? ♫♫

Choice to make myself so disappointed ♫♫

Why I am so stupid ? ♫♫

I act happy infront of ppl ♫♫

Why I am so stupid ? ♫♫

Think other ppl can give me something ♫♫

Why I am so stupid ? ♫♫

I will force myself to do it ♫♫

Why I am so stupid ? ♫♫

Anyone can tell me am I so stupid ??? ♫♫



为什么我付出那么多，一声谢谢都没有得到 ♫♫

反而带给我的是失望和遗弃 ♫♫

我有我的立场，我有我的底线，我有我的门槛 ♫♫

不在我的立场，低过我的底线，矮过我的门槛 ♫♫

决定就会跟着我的心走，唯有心才知道我要的是什么 ♫♫

挣扎的心情

其实今天我真的很不开心 ♫♫

是那种打从心里的不开心 ♫♫

这一种感觉是从内心里挣扎跑出来的 ♫♫

我后悔当初我说出口 ♫♫

我后悔我之前曾经说过 ♫♫

我讨厌这个人的出现 ♫♫

但是我很满足我现在拥有的 ♫♫

我不会放弃寻找自己的幸福 ♫♫

我自己的我会自己争取回来 ♫♫

现在我的内心告诉了我 ♫♫

也给了我答案 ♫♫

我不会后悔这一次做的决定 ♫♫

因为我知道我自己要的是什么？ ♫♫

我想要的只有我自己可以给自己 ♫♫

越来越大的伤口唯有放手才能使我的伤口慢慢愈合 ♫♫

快快乐乐过完我的人生 ♫♫

没有轰轰烈烈也没关系 ♫♫

可以带给我开心 ♫♫

可以带给我幸福 ♫♫

可以带给我想要的 ♫♫

为何还在为可以带给自己想要的东西挣扎呢？ ♫♫

别看到“头顶” ， 就忘了“脚底” ♫♫

就因为这个小石子我放慢了脚步 ♫♫

发现其实我要的是什么 ♫♫

路是人走出来的 ♫♫

无论是什么路 ♫♫

人过的开心那就是属于你自己的路 ♫♫

SEG CHALET BBQ NIGHT 2 DAYS 1 NIGHT PHOTO STORY

Yes we are meeting here ♫♫

All our bags 乱丢 ♫♫

Playing captain's ball ♫♫

Play until half take photo wor hehe ♫♫

After JUMP INTO WATER ♫♫

Prepare of BBQ ♫♫

Daryl what is your face huh ? haha ♫♫

This is Micheal's food , vegetarian guy food ♫♫

YEAH start BBQ lol .. 1st batch of food ♫♫

See the Daryl face when eating banana chocolate ♫♫

Our cups with our names ♫♫

WOW see everyone is soooooo enthu to cook the food ♫♫

WOO see our marcus so geng wor ♫♫

Out tray holder , hey zijing i want a hotdog thx hehe ♫♫

SAY SEXY ... ♫♫

JOVINA say : who want this ?? ♫♫

Boring nth to do take junliang watch to take photo wor ♫♫

Rest at some where ♫♫

SEG CHALET BBQ NIGHT 2 DAYS 1 NIGHT

After come back from SEG CHALET NIGHT ♫♫

I feel so tired but it really fun ♫♫

Although very tired after come back but I only slept for not more then 7 hours wor ♫♫

I wonder why I can slept so little only after 1 day din't slept haha ♫♫

Never mind , the is not the main point for this post hehe ♫♫

Ya because of this chalet BBQ is SEG event so can't miss meeting right ♫♫

So we having a small NEXUS game meeting inside the chalet ♫♫

WE DIN'T FORGET WORK WHEN WE ARE PLAYING ♫♫

Meeting with beds and pillows what a pretty meeting ♫♫

And meeting is hall inside sososooooo nice place so everyone like can't concentrate to the meeting ♫♫

So very fast end our game meeting niao ♫♫

Finish meeting is time to PLAY lol ♫♫

Went to beach to play captain's ball ♫♫

Run , run , run , run , run , run is so hot and tired ♫♫

After playing everyone went back to chalet and left me , yongquan , engwaei , yazid , zijing and shuyun ♫♫

They plan JUMP INTO WATER wor ♫♫

All guy are jump into water and zijing and shuyun help us take care our value able on the beach ♫♫

Donoe why everyone feel itching when swim in the sea ♫♫

Just swim not more then 10 min everyone went to bath niao hehe ♫♫

Haha finally is really JUMP INTO WATER since I say for soooo many time niao ♫♫

OK is time to BBQ niao is soosooo hungry but donoe why the food process is damn slow ♫♫

Lucky our jiran finish their BBQ donate their BBQ pitch for us sia ♫♫

Then we got 1 more place to cook our foods , increase the food process speed YEAH ♫♫

And now I feel super super full niao ♫♫

And the moment , I found that nicole and the geng gone niao wor ♫♫

So I ask nicholas go find them together but he want change his contact lens to spec so I go find 1st ♫♫

After find then we are going to beach for chatting ♫♫

Happy , although I know I will very tired if I din't sleep but I ENJOY IT ♫♫

Happy , although I know eat more will become fatter and fatter but I ENJOY IT ♫♫

Happy , although I know very stupid walk at the beach at midnight but I ENJOY IT ♫♫

Happy , although I know very boring playing some lame game at midnight but I ENJOY IT ♫♫

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Happy pokpok outing

Going out all day today ♫♫

Afternoon going for the DPE Impact Camp meeting ♫♫

After that , go buy the Chalet food in HOUGANG Fair Price Extra ♫♫

Very fast finish buying niao wor .. so what we going to do next ♫♫

So next plan is .. Buying KOI in AMK ♫♫

Went back NYP fetch Nicole and Marcus , then went to AMK centre ♫♫

Marcus not going with us he going city hall take his 1st LOMO Product ♫♫

After that we meet back to having our dinner ♫♫

YEAH went to the new place for our dinner ♫♫

THX to Alfred fetch me to so many new place hoho ♫♫

The food over there is nice and OMG donoe how to say ♫♫

We order a lot of thing then we share the money ♫♫

5 of us 1 ppl need $9.50 , can imagine how many we order hehe ♫♫

No much also actually , just 6 dish only mah haha ♫♫

Excited for tmr chalet ♫♫

Tmr Alfred fetch us to ECP so happy no need to take MRT change BUS niao , hoorrryyy ♫♫

So nice to having a car in SINGAPORE ♫♫

I need Faster to get my car license , I need 2 year can only convert my license to SINGAPORE license ye ♫♫

Enjoy today trip with Marcus , Nicole , Alfred , Jovina ♫♫

Be4 going out , taking some photo today Let show u all ♫♫

Since Marcus Yap say my blog don't have photo ♫♫

I don't mind put my photo here haha ♫♫

* Mr . MARCUS YAP I UPLOAD PHOTO IN MY BLOG NIAO HOHO *

Happy And Busy Adventure

Quite a few days din't blog niao ♫♫

That mean I am busy to do something else hoho ♫♫

This few days I went to ECP to be volunteer in a event and went to Marina Barrage for kite flying ♫♫

Let talk about that volunteer event ♫♫

I keep saying the same sentences to the participants ♫♫

Need any water ? 100 Plus ? Need 100 Plus ? ♫♫

Repeat this those sentences to all participants ♫♫

And I found that , the guy really enthu to take drink from a girl ♫♫

As I stand infront of that girl , and I asking need water anot then din’t look at me just ignore me and take with her wor ♫♫

Sport guy also so “TIKO” HAIZ ♫♫

Nevermind I still can give for the girls , and some of them want to win really huo chu qu ♫♫

Don’t care anything just run run run run run run ♫♫

Asking want drink anot also ignore me run run run run run + black face only wor ♫♫

And I know a girl on that day wor ♫♫

I get her phone also neh , hoho 1st time get phone from a girl ♫♫

I take her phone number cos I want her to help me buy that SP's shirt ♫♫

But that is my 1st time want a phone number from a girl and I just know her not until 1 day ♫♫

WOW is a new experience for me sia ♫♫

No bad lucky she still willing to give me her phone number wor can ask her help me buy niao HAPPY ♫♫

After finish our job we are talk alot of crap cos we all in 1st water point ♫♫

And I keep taking about my past to her ♫♫

I donoe why I will talk to a friend just know 1st day and no even more than 12 hours about that thing ? ♫♫

But she also just listen and give comment hehe ♫♫

Have a happy chat with her , next time maybe can ask her come out wor ♫♫

Since we talk for so long hehe ♫♫

Next time let her talk more then I can know her even more haha ♫♫

OK continue with the kite flying today ♫♫

I really enjoy today outing with you all ♫♫

Eat a lot , drink a lot , shout a lot and try to fight with that guard a lot ♫♫

HAHA talk about that guard I really donoe why he soooooooo FUxK ♫♫

Keep warning us , don’t let your bubble balloon drop into sea later water pollution ♫♫

A few minutes later , Don’t let your bubble balloon drop on the grass later land pollution ♫♫

A few minutes later , come and say again later drop into sea I can fund you all ♫♫

WHF we all are sitting super far from the sea how the thing will drop into sea keep come and warning us ♫♫

After that we all keep say a lot of nonsense about him ♫♫

Say until very loud , Don’t talk too much later air pollution ah ♫♫

Don’t step on grass later the grass die you get fine ah ♫♫

We are keep talk loud about that so I think he heard what I say then come and say ♫♫

Pls keep your voice low , don’t disturb other ppl play kite there ♫♫

WTF public can’t speak loudly ah ? Now a day public can only heart talk ah ? ♫♫

After playing kite we all going to eat @ simpang bedok ♫♫

And going back to Nicholas n Marcus de house ♫♫

THX for Nicholas sponsor his comp for me to undate my blog ♫♫

ADD A NEW MEMBER AND ADD NEW PHOTO

Go back to Singapore Niao ♫♫

What a nice day ♫♫

Ya tell you all a good news ♫♫

My house add 1 new member lol ♫♫

1 x high 5 set woooow so coooooollll ♫♫

YEAH from today I have better sound system when I watch movies or heard songs ♫♫

You all know de lol fujitsu with sooooooooo good sound system ♫♫

But nevermind now I have this I can have better effect niao HOOOORRRRAYYY♫♫

Ya long time never take photo niao ♫♫

So today I take some photo niao woooooowwwww ♫♫

Let enjoy my photo bah ♫♫

All with my new spec yoooooo ♫♫